My life’s pretty fucked, I’m sure. And I know I’m to blame, but that doesn’t make it any better. Hopefully it’s not all a loss though…I guess we’ll see. Today has sucked ass though, and the next few days don’t hold much hope either.

Time to start working my ass off and drinking my body weight in water, in the hopes that next piss test I pass. Because otherwise (if I’m not already) my life is over. And that may be in more way than one.